God… Please don’t take away my good tears!! Part 2

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Part 2

God Speaks I Listen

This morning as I was in my prayer closet and having fellowship with the Lord… He spoke to me. I asked Him the question I was asking Him in my blog yesterday… about how I will worship Him in heaven and He answered me. He said that I’ll have a whole different kind of relationship with Him than I have now. I’ll be transformed and will be able to relate to Him on an incredibly higher mental, physical and spiritual level.

Philippians 3:20-21 But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, 21 who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

I’ll have a glorious body…the bible says! Praise the Lord! I’ll be transformed into something very different from I am…

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God… Please don’t wipe away all my tears!! Part 1

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This is how my hearts feels today and everyday. Had to reblog this.

God Speaks I Listen

Revelations 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

Dear Father God,

I’m so glad that you’re going to wipe every tear away from my eyes one day…but I don’t want all my tears wiped away. I do want the bad tears wiped away…the ones that came from my suffering…but there are some special tears that I hope you collected and will never get rid of….they are….my tears of love for you! My God….I love you so much and in my prayer times I have cried so hard because I love you so so much.

My wonderful, merciful and caring God…these are my good tears and I don’t want you to wipe them away. Every tear of love I shed for you are from deep within my heart…

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Why Am I Here? The Purpose for My Life

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Know your purpose. This is a time that Christians should know their purpose. Hope this past blog helps to remind us.

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Why Am I here?

Genesis 1:27 So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.

Isaiah 43:7 everyone who is called by my name, whom I created for my glory, whom I formed and made.”

If you are NOT a Christian….you probably won’t be able to process this information….but can you at least explore it?

I finally just got this understanding myself a few years ago when I was in very deep prayer. I know that the Holy Spirit gave me this so that I can understand clearly why I’m here…so I’ll try to explain what I received.

The whole purpose for my life is………….”It’s ALL about God!”   This whole thing……living…the bible…..all that I know….all that I’ve learned….all I do….my very breath….is all about God. My life is not to be focused on money…things….job. Even friends…

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Happy Father’s Day God

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Dear Father God,

You mean more to me than I can express in words. I’m so glad that You decided to create me and give me life. You knew that I would be born a little less than perfect and that I would be born in disgusting sin so you made a way for my soul to be washed cleaned. When I was at my deepest and darkest sadness and so afflicted in my mind, you healed me so that I could think straight and not try to give back the gift of life that you gave me.

Father God…many have thought that I’m strange and many people have not liked me but you have always accepted me for me. I can’t tell you how much that has meant to me every single day. When I lost friends because I was chronically ill you enabled me to really understand that if all was well with my soul that I’m really OK.

Thank you for adopting me. I feel so special about how you went out of your way to give me a life. So Father God…this day is in dedication to you. You are the best Father I could have ever hoped for. I can’t wait to see you face to face!!! Happy Father’s day! XOXO!

Your daughter,



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God’s will for my life




Acts 20:24  However, I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace.

This is me!!! This is my life!! This scripture just gets me to my heart because it’s what I live by every single day.

There isn’t a day that goes by that I’m not plotting and planning how to get someone to hear about Jesus. This is God’s will for my life!!! I believe this is the will for everyone’s life. I believe protection, healing and many other blessings spiritual and physical will come for those who are actively reaching out to win the lost.

The time for obeying this command from the Lord is now. It’s not that God needs you because He can do this by Himself…but this is for us. God is giving us a final opportunity to gain favor and store up treasures in heaven that will be added to our account.

I try to spread the gospel because:

  1. The bible God’s words to us says to do so.
  2. Because someone did it for me. God showed me the person in a vision
  3. I want others to go to heaven.
  4. God has done so much for me! He saved my life by healing me completely from depression and suicide attempts.
  5. My main reason for witnessing is because I love God so much that I would do anything for him!  share christ1

Matthew 28:19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit,

Act 1:8 But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”

Therefore “GO”

“BE” His witness

It’s God’s will!


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1 Chronicles 29:11 Yours, LORD, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours. Yours, LORD, is the kingdom; you are exalted as head over all.

When I read this scripture verse a few days ago I have not been able to get it out of my head so I need to blog about it today.

This scripture explains who God is:

  1. Great
  2. Full of power
  3. Glorious
  4. Majestic
  5. Full of splendor
  6. Owner of the kingdom
  7. Head of all

This description is powerful and can’t describe anyone else but God! My mind can’t even wrap around anyone more powerful. Great is the Lord and most worthy of praise; his greatness no one can fathom. Psalms 145:3.God 2

God makes it very clear of His position in the entire universe in this verse: Exodus 3:14 God said to Moses, “I AM WHO I AM. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: “I AM has sent me to you.” Who else can say that?

No one can be higher than God: Isaiah 6:1 In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord, high and exalted…. God is high and exalted!!! God is superior to anything or anyone that ever existed!

It’s very hard to understand the greatness of God. We’re human and it’s not in our brain to understand the unique being that God is no matter how much we study about Him and how much we pray. If we understood Him we would be scared to death of Him because of His extreme superiority and holiness.

So we worship and praise God and talk to Him as much as we can. Since it’s so much to try to grasp His greatness….I personally hang out in His love and I have set my mind to have an ongoing daily and close relationship with Him. Because of His love for me I can reach Him and be real close to Him. He has made this so easy because of the Holy Spirit living inside of me. It’s a process that has to be daily cultivated by me because in my human state there are so many distractions that pull at me constantly that try to draw me away from my relationship with God. I try all day and night to keep my mind on God.


I think a lot about the day when I will be one with God in the most incredible, perfect and permanent way. My granddaughter says that I’m obsessed with God and I tell you…that I AM!!!! Why…Because:

  1. I see God’s greatness.
  2. I feel His love for me.
  3. I know my futureGod 3

Because I’m assured of these 3 things I can take the stress of my human life. I don’t question this great God about why He’s allowed me to suffer so in this life. Knowing how great He is lets me know that He knows what He’s doing. He promised me an unbelievably great eternal life if I would just trust Him. And I do. I trust God, I trust God….I…trust…God!!!!!

1 Chronicles 29:11 Yours, LORD, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours. Yours, LORD, is the kingdom; you are exalted as head over all.



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Going to War With No Bullets!!!


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My Dad World War II Veteran


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No Bullets!


My dad was only 18 years old when He served in the United States Navy in 1944. They sent him overseas and when he landed on the island of Okinawa in Japan into a fierce battle he had a gun but no bullets. They didn’t give guns to black soldiers back then with bullets. I guess the black soldiers could not be trusted enough to fight. It was a very scary and stressful situation for the black soldiers. My 91 year old father hasn’t forgotten these events but has forgiven and has been very honored and proud to serve his country.


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My 18 year old dad is on the left in the front.


As my father was reflecting recently on his time in the United States Navy I couldn’t elijah mckelvin navyimagine how difficult it must have been for him to face an enemy with no bullets.   I started to think…what if we went to our spiritual war with no bullets…no ammunition…no functioning weapons. We would be so afraid. But thank Father God that He gave us supernatural weapons of divine power through Jesus Christ who has already won the battle!!!!!!!!!

The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. 2 Corinthians 10:4

The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.” Exodus14:14

Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7

But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.1 Corinthians 15:57

“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33

No bullets….this is a problem!

No Jesus Christ…..this is a problem!

You do know Jesus?….no problem… you’re covered…..pray and trust…pray and trust!




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