God Speaks I Listen

In the vision above I tried to draw to describe the vision I had about Jesus crucifixion. Jesus said to me “Tell them why I did this! Tell them how much I love them!!!!!!!!” I have other pictures that I tried to draw of all my visions. God gave the visions to me as a newly Committed Christian. I begged God EVERYDAY for revelations about Himself. He gave me these when I went into my prayer closet. DO NOT make any more of these than God just giving me these vision because I was desiring to know more of Him, and they satisfied my soul and spirit.

Follow what is in the bible. I have child-like faith, and this is how God dealt with me so I could get understanding. These all happened to me in the 1980’s and has not happened to me again. I needed them then. The bible and the Holy Spirit have helped me to grow. I will never forget these visions. I just found these descriptions I wrote today after many years.

Mountain top Vision:  While I was asleep, I saw a very large mountain. I didn’t see it from a distance I was very close at the base of the mountain, and I appeared to be alone. It was dark and the foliage was very dense, but I kept climbing. I couldn’t see the top of the mountain, but I knew I had to keep climbing.

I also heard beautiful music that gave me a wonderful sense of peace. It took me a long time to climb up this mountain but each step I took I felt so much better and very excited.  It seemed as if I were dreaming this all night long. At some point I had finally made it to the top of the mountain and there was a throne on it, and I felt the presence of God. I did not see Him, only the base of the throne. I cried so hard because I was happy, and I told God I always knew He was real, and He poured so much love down on me.

After I had this wonderful time with the Lord, I told God I wanted Him to meet my family. I turned while still clinging to the mountain and introduced my husband and 3 daughters to God. There was more to this dream though; behind my family were millions of bodies. I couldn’t see their face only the bodies. There were so many of them for what looked like millions. This was the end of my first wonderful dream. (Update, I have given out over 4,000 tracts of my personal testimony in the 35 years since then.)

God’s protection Angels: God’s protection is a blessing, and my next vision was an assurance of this promise to me as a believer in Christ.  My husband and I were going out for the evening and the children were staying home with their older sisters who were babysitting them.  We had a fire in the furnace months before, so we were apprehensive about leaving them. The furnace had been fixed and seemed ok but being a doting mother, I was just naturally concerned in the matter of their safety.  I was a Christian at this time and was filled with new faith so off we went on our planned outing trusting God to take care of our children. 

While we were on our way God gave me a beautiful vision.  I saw our house and there were very large angels surrounding it. They were holding hands in a circle around the house and their bodies covered the entire house with their heads over the top of the house.  I told my husband about the vision, and it filled us both with so much peace that we continued our date night and had a great time without an ounce of worry about our children. (We went on to have a total of 6 children. The oldest is 50, the youngest is 34 years old.) Thank God!

Heaven, what could it look like? In my next vision during one of my closet prayer times I had my eyes closed and I believe I saw a portion of heaven.  What I saw was so breath taking that mere words can’t come close to explain its beauty. I saw this from a distance. There was a gate and inside the gate were beautiful buildings I was on the outside of the gate.  The buildings were very ornate like the buildings in Russia and India, but it also looked like architecture from many nations.  The buildings were color that I knew but also colors that I’ve never seen.  There were many varieties of precious stones embedded in the buildings.  There were also worker beings building the buildings.

Behind the door: In my next vision I was with Jesus in heaven, I was talking with Him, and we were walking down a long very wide corridor. I told Him that I wanted to see where God is.  After walking a while, we came to a giant door. This was not just any door, but He let me know that our Father was behind that door.  I looked at the door and it was enormous. It was extremely tall, and we were very small in comparison. We stood there for quite a while. 

I was overwhelmed by the size of the door and the emotion of knowing that God was behind it. I could feel my heart beating with so much excitement.  I told Jesus I wanted to see Him, but He said His Glory would kill me instantly.  I was very insistent; I love Him so much I just wanted to be with Him at that moment feeling that I was so close to Him.

 I just kept asking Jesus and waiting, I was not going to let up. Finally Jesus said He would let me feel a microscopic, drop of His glory. I stood before the door in total excited anticipation and when these gigantic doors cracked open, a microscopic drop of Gods Shekinah Glory hit me with such force that I feel real extreme pressure in my spirit. As I had my eyes closed in this vision, the jolt of it caused me to open my eyes and the force from it hit me and almost took my breath away in real life and not in the vision. I felt like I was slammed against a wall. I couldn’t even pray after that I was so stunned.

An open eye vision: I want to share with you a very special vision I had. This vision is the only one that I have ever had with my eyes open. I didn’t realize this until I was writing this story.  In 1984 the year my husband and I commited our lives to the Lord. When I saw this vision, we were sitting in our church which was at that time The Full Gospel Christian Church.  On the back wall behind the altar hung a very large golden cross. It was about 6 ft. wide and 8 ft. tall, it was flat and wide in the middle where it crossed.  I always loved that cross and always looked at it every time I was sitting in church.

This day was going to be different though.  As I sat looking at it, I saw what looked like the face of Jesus in the middle of the cross. I thought I was seeing things so as the service progressed, I forgot about it for a while. Later when I gazed at the cross again, I saw another face and this one looked like a ghost. The 3rd time I saw a face, it was only an outline but no features. I keep asking my husband did he see it and he said no. I believe this vision represented the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

A river of peace and beauty: I am very afraid of water. In this vision, I found myself in the middle of a river. As I realized I was in water I started getting panicky and just going wild until I saw Jesus standing right next to me and He told me not to fear. He said I was safe because I was with Him.  So, I stopped thrashing about and found I was standing in the middle of a very calm shallow river. In fact the river was very still, clear as glass and did not even have one ripple in it. I felt so much peace at this point in my vision.

As I looked down the river it was long and on each side were lots of foliage, trees, and flowers.  I didn’t recognize many of the flowers because these were only flowers found in heaven. There were animals and bees, but none were threatening because the animals don’t bite, and bees don’t sting in heaven.

Everything was so peaceful and beautiful. I felt so calm, and I had no fear. It was a place of pure joy and comfort.

A love message to all: This is a vision that was so painful for me to endure but I feel it’s one of the most important one for me to share with you. In this vision I was walking along the dusty side of the road where they were leading Jesus to be crucified.  I was so upset, and I kept following the procession wishing I could do something to help Jesus.  Every time I tried to get close the soldiers would snap the whip to force me back.

I was crying saying “oh my Lord God”.   I followed the procession of this horrifying scene.  Jesus kept stumbling and, falling and He was in terrible condition. He was bleeding and extremely weak. Finally, He fell again and I was able to dart over quickly.  I knelt beside Him and put my hand on His back. As I lifted my hand off, I noticed my hand was covered with blood and I was mortified. I was crying and saying” Jesus, Jesus… oh Jesus”. At that moment He turned His head towards me and looked straight into my eyes and said this “tell them why I am doing this, tell them how much I love them” end of the vision. 

Get in the flow: I saw a vision of a river, but it wasn’t just any river it was the river of Living Water.  There were many people in the current of river all happily floating face down.  Along the riverside there were people having a picnic and a great time. Then there were those who were running away from the river.

The descent/Jesus return:  In this vision I heard strange music, beautiful and extremely powerful music. As I was hearing the music, I saw a tremendous amount of clouds in the sky, but they weren’t dark so, I knew it wasn’t a thunder storm. The clouds were billowing and rolling. They were massive in size and were slowly getting more massive by the minute. At this point in my vision, I didn’t know what this was going to be.

I waited in anticipation for the full vision to be revealed to me.   There was music and it sounded like an orchestra and band combined playing their music very loud with trumpets holding one long continuous note. The excitement was building in me as I waited for God to continue this vision.

 After a while the billowing rolling clouds started to move and there was a clearing in the middle, and something was coming down from the center of a cloud formation. It descended very slowly and majestically.  As the descending being was getting closer, I recognized Him to be Jesus and as He was descending the wind was blowing His clothes and hair.  He was so unbelievably beautiful.  I could not see His beauty only sense it. The clouds surrounded Him around His feet, and He was in all His Glorious splendor. It was truly a breath-taking scene.  

(I pray that something excites you about the uniqueness of our Father God. I’ve had a few other visions involving our enemy but I’ll keep those to myself. He is real and powerful. Jesus defeated Him!!! We who have repented and accepted Jesus as our Lord and Savior are under Jesus protection!!!!! Fear not! Trust God!!)