“Tears in the shower”

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I do not consider myself a poet at all. I’ve only written a few rhyming poems but never one like this…whatever this is. I was trying to find a way to express what happens to me in the shower. So here goes…….

Tears in the shower by Tanya Nemley

In the morning I climb into my confessional, my shower.

The sound of the warm water falling calms my soul.

I begin to sense things that are pressing down on me in my heart.

As my thoughts travel into my soul, the things that have been troubling me are indeed lurking there.

The cascading water relaxes my soul, and the essence of my thoughts begin to float to the surface.

I call out to God and before I know it my deepest concerns are now before Him.

The shower water on my face turns into salty water mixed with shower water.

There is now a deluge of water pouring down not only from the water company but from present person showering.

As the Holy Spirit reveals the truth of my soul the salty water flows even more.

The cleansing has begun. I don’t even need a tissue as the shower water washes away the salty water.

Who can hear me? Who knows this is even happening to me at this moment? My private thoughts are safely confined in my spirit man only to be revealed to the creator.

Can the waters wash life’s living away?

It is an emotionally intimate time in one day of my present life.

My needs and feelings are completely exposed to me now. I didn’t know that they could float to the surface in that way.

I thought I had them well covered up so I could fool myself into believing that I am handling everything.
I had to acquiesce to these revelations about myself and humble myself before the good shepherd.

I need this shower session to continue! After a time of meditation and confession I can finally now only taste fresh water running down my cheeks. A healing has taken place. My soul has been purified from my repentance and acknowledgment that I am in need of the masters help and support.

I experience a refreshing as I continue with my original purpose for this shower, which is to be clean.

I anxiously wait for my next unexpected time of…” tears in the shower.”

It occurs almost every time I shower these days as life can be quite challenging.

I look forward to one day permanently having my tears wiped away.

One day there will never again be a need for “tears in the shower!” Praise the lord!!!

Can crying be good? Tears in a Bottle

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Crying Tears

Psalms 56:8 You have taken account of my wanderings; Put my tears in Your bottle. Are they not in Your book?

Revelations 21:4 ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

These are good Tears….Tears of Joy

Tears can appear on our face from good emotions such as laughing, joy and extreme happiness. They can also appear from being upset, mad, angry, hurt, and from pain. Throughout history people have collected tears as a custom.

(Lachrymatory-small vessels that holds tears) They still sell tear bottles:

http://www.tearcatcher.com/tearbottle.html

I personally have cried many many tears. Yesterday I cried in our church service with my son’s girlfriend. It was a very special moment. We were singing during the praise and worship and I was so moved by the song. We were singing about loving Jesus and you all know how much I love the Lord and the tears of joy and love just came out of my eyes….then I noticed she was crying too….so I said to her.…isn’t God good? Those were such good tears and it felt good.

My mom went home to be with the Lord February 2011 and I tell you….there were many tears that fell from my eyes that week and many after. They were tears that reflected a lot of heartache.

Tears come from the emotions of the heart in real time….what’s happening in your mind at that very moment. Tears are good and they are necessary. I believe without them we would implode if you are the type to hold everything in and explode releasing anger if you are the type to unleash your emotions in this manner.

Crying out ones emotions is a good thing to do. Be careful where you do it though….if you are in an airplane or at work and you break out in a loud cry….folks will think you are out of your mind! If you do it at a funeral…well….it’s expected. I like to cry alone…but my husband has seen a great deal of my crying….and he’s a man of great compassion….he better be…or he’d been in the dog house LOL….just kidding…he is a good man!

Now what does God think about our crying? He’s very compassionate and caring and God with His God ways ( the Holy Spirit administers the grace and mercy of God) comforts us like no other.

Don’t try to fake God out with your much crying because He sees the heart and knows if you are really at your real place of I can’t take it anymore pain.

God is such a caring Father that not one of your tears/ prayers have ever gone unnoticed by Him…in fact He knows about every one of your tears…the reason you cried in the first place…. and they are in His book. Many people in the bible have cried out to Him…even His own Son Jesus. I’m sure Jesus tears that He cried for us at Gethsemane are in a bottle in a special place in heaven and Jesus did weep..…He was human…so He knows all about our tears.

God promises to wipe every tear from our eyes! What a tender act for our God to do one day for us. There will never be a reason for a single tear to ever fall from our eyes again.

My mom had a disorder called Sjogren’s syndrome which causes very dry eyes…she could not cry. She had no way to express her pain emotionally. She would always say….I wish I could cry!! Good or bad she wanted to cry…but sadly…could not.

Message for today: Cry….Cry if you need to….go ahead….get it out…the bad…the good. God made us this way for a reason. Our bodies were created to handle a full life. Your heart will beat about 3 billion times and we will shed about 31 gallons of tears in our life time. Amazing!

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