Who will NOT get into heaven?


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This is the most serious blog I’ve ever written!

Who will NOT get into heaven and what will eventually happen to them.


But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars–they will be consigned to the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.” Revelation 21:8  UNBELIEVERS WILL NOT GET IN!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 6:9-10 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,

10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.

These are NOT my thoughts.  The bible says this!  These are God’s rules!  This is no joking matter!

I want to share with you a revelation I got about how bad it will be for those who have not repented from their original sin (Adam and Eve sin thing) and believed on the Lord Jesus Christ.


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Remember when Jesus was going to be killed and He went out to pray?

And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly: and his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground. Luke 22:44  That is severe and extreme praying!!

 An angel from heaven had to come down and strengthen Jesus just to help Him to be able pray even harder.  Why do you think Jesus soul was in such anguish?  Because He willingly took on our nasty sins to save us from God’s wrath and had His soul temporarily forsaken by God!!!  Who the heck would want to be forsaken by God….even temporarily?   If Jesus being who He was and knowing what He was about to face had to pray to the point of being emotionally drained and needing heavenly assistance…what will happen to the unsaved who will be completely forsaken by God???  God will turn His back on them…..FOREVER AND EVER FOR ALL ETERNITY!!!!!!

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At the Great White Throne Judgment people who have rejected Jesus  will receive their sentence for eternal punishment.  They will be cast into the lake of fire.

Revelation 20:13-15 The sea gave up the dead that were in it, and death and Hades gave up the dead that were in them, and each person was judged according to what they had done. Then death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. The lake of fire is the second death.  Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.

Every human being’s name appears in the book of life at their conception.  But it is not permanently in the Lambs book of life.


Exodus 32:33 The LORD replied to Moses, “Whoever has sinned against me I will blot out of my book.

When a person dies their physical body is separated from their soul.  If you die in sin you will also experience a spiritual death in which your soul is separated from God.  Then in the second death or the Great White Throne Judgment…That final Judgment separates your soul from God…..forever for all eternity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO YOU GET HOW BAD THIS IS???????  This is NO JOKE!!!  I cried so hard today writing this!  Some of my family….my friends….my neighbors….even church members may not make it! 


1 Peter 4:18 And, “If it is hard for the righteous to be saved, what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?”


THIS IS VERY SERIOUS!  People are dying very fast and so many at a one time!  Airplanes are crashing, car accidents, diseases, illnesses; murders are taking people out left and right.


People are believing in false doctrines such as everybody‘s going to heaven no matter what and there is no hell.

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INVESTIGATE THE REAL TRUTH FOR YOURSELF!!!  Read the bible. You only get one chance!

The Holy Spirit is on this earth right now speaking to every single unsaved person about Jesus.  Some people hear His voice and run to Jesus.  Some run from Jesus and some can’t make up their minds.  Many just ignore the voice inside they hear calling them.  Everybody has a chance to make it to heaven because of John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.  Whoever means anybody…every single person!

Yes…this world is turning darker but…..

In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven. Mathew 5:16                    Be a light!

Spread the Good News of Jesus so that people can be saved from the lake of fire!!!

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If you have not repented from your sins and believed in Jesus Christ….please think about what I said today.  There are no do over’s!  Once you’re dead…that’s it.  There’s no oops!  There will only be….oh no!

You may think it will be fun in hell because many of your buddies will be there too…but I tell you…you will suffer the “WORST” torture.  There are no earthly words to describe just how horrible it will be for you…it’s that bad!!!  You are taking a huge risk everyday that you delay in your decision to believe in Jesus Christ.   Am I trying to scare you?  Yes I am!!  The bible tells you how much God loves you…but most non- Christians aren’t impresses with that.  So I wanted to tell you about what will happen if you chose to do things your own way.

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Did you say you believed in Jesus and never really became a committed Christian?  You could be AT RISK!

Many will NOT get into heaven! It will be death and an demonic escort straight to hell!

I’m a Committed Christian.  Many years ago…I became very sick and thought I was going to die in the next few minutes.  I remember my life flashing before my eyes.  I began to ask God to forgive me for all the things I’ve done wrong.  It was like a natural instinct to do so.  Some people will die instantly.  There will be no chance to ask God’s forgiveness and not be destined for hell.

Please take today’s blog and God’s words …seriously!

There was a recent movie called Heaven is for Real.

Well…hell is for real too!…..Hell-0h!! Please don’t go!

Who will NOT get into heaven?  Don’t let it be…you!


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I thank God for my Country USA




I was in the store yesterday and at 12pm the radio station the store had on played The Star Spangle Banner our National Anthem.  I’ve heard it in stores at noon many times but this day I began to tear up while I was  shopping.  I was thinking about the many Christians being persecuted for their faith all over the world and I just started thanking God for the country I live in.

  We just finished celebrating Veterans Day and I’m so grateful for the brave men and women who unselfishly serve and have served our country.  I’m thankful for the faith that the early settlers had and the many who incorporated God’s heart into the laws that govern our country.  Things are quickly changing though.

I am grateful to God for where he has placed me on this earth.  I don’t want to ever take His blessing for granted.

My heart and prayers goes out to the persecuted Church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My heart cries out for the continued freedom to express our faith without fear of repercussions.

Our God Reigns!







I’m gonna buy God a Rolex watch!



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Because His old Timex must be broken!

Sometimes we pray and pray and the thing we are praying about is not answered right away.  I used to expect God to answer all my prayer request right away…but at the age of 62 years old…I’ve learned that God has His own timetable.  Some of my prayers are answered very quickly.  Some take a while and yet others are in a holding pattern.  Sometimes God even says no.

God doesn’t deal with time at all!  We humans live by it.  Everything we do has to do with time.  Thank God for the Holy Spirit who helps me to balance and deal with my timing and God’s “no” timing.  The Holy Spirit’s way of helping me with God’s timing is to teach me…..patience!

God is aware of our timing issues though:

Ecclesiastes 3

A Time for Everything

3 There is a time for everything,  and a season for every activity under the heavens:

    a time to be born and a time to die,  a time to plant and a time to uproot,   a time to kill and a time to heal,  a time to tear down and a time to build,  a time to weep and a time to laugh,  a time to mourn and a time to dance,  a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,   a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,  a time to search and a time to give up,     a time to keep and a time to throw away,  a time to tear and a time to mend,  a time to be silent and a time to speak,  a time to love and a time to hate,  a time for war and a time for peace.


Sometimes I feel His timing is a bit long or extended:

Revelation 22:12 “Look, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to each person according to what they have done.

Jesus is coming soon?  In my book He should have been here by now.

Genesis 5:27 Altogether, Methuselah lived a total of 969 years, and then he died.

Now that is to much time!  How many great-grand’s did he have?  I’m glad God has shortened the time because I could not wait over 900 years to see Him!God's time rolex

This is why I wrote this blog title.  God has some timing issues.  I need to get Him watch.

The lesson for this blog today….We need to understand that our God is in no rush when it comes to us.  He will take His time to do what’s necessary to prepare us for all He has planned for us in this life and the next.  We need to understand His ways, accept His help and guidance in dealing with time and then trust Him. God no time issues…we do.   We can sweat it or get it!


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Father God,

Sometimes I feel you take a long time to answer my prayers when I ask you for some important things.  I get really upset and I even cry….sometimes I cry hard.  There was even a few times that I was real mad at you….I know you remember that.  I’m so glad that through all of that you never stopped loving me and you brought me through those hard times. 

You have taught me how to wait on you.  Even when the answers aren’t coming as fast as I would like or you say no….I know you know what’s best for me.  Father God…if I didn’t have the Holy Spirit I don’t know what I would do because He has done a great job in teaching me patience.    And Father…Jesus has been right there loving me and keeping my head together with something that no one else has ever been able to do for me…and that is to give me peace.

Even today as I started out my day laying out all my needs to you….I know my prayers reached your ears.  I know Jesus and the Holy Spirit are interceding on my behalf, I know you will never leave me or forsake me…so I am going to be still and sing my songs of worship to you.  I’m going to praise you!  I’m going to say Halleluiah anyhow!  I know in a matter of time I will be in your loving arms because my brother Jesus came and got me or you sent for me.  Father…I know all my prayers were answered when your Son died on the cross for me.  Thank you for my life…I love you so much!  Your Daughter…Tanya

P.S. Please help those who have read my blog today and are waiting for you to answers their prayer request.  Strengthen their heart and give them more of your grace and peace.  In Jesus name…Amen.


God has never owned a Timex watch.  He doesn't need a watch!!  There is no time in heaven.  Time is an earth thing.  God does know what we need and when we need it.  He is very aware of earth time and has full control over...our time.  It's time we learn to ....trust His timing!

God has never owned a Timex watch. He doesn’t need a watch!! There is no time in heaven. Time is an earth thing. God does know what we need and when we need it. He is very aware of earth time and has full control over it.  It’s time we learn to ….trust His timing!

Are we really in the last days?


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2 Timothy 3:1-5  1But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. 2People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, 3without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, 4treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God— 5having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with such people.


1Timothy 1:1The Spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits and things taught by demons.

Jude 1:18 They said to you, “In the last times there will be scoffers who will follow their own ungodly desires.”

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Mathew 24:3-8 As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. “Tell us,” they said, “when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?”Jesus answered: “Watch out that no one deceives you. For many will come in my name, claiming, ‘I am the Messiah,’ and will deceive many. You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains.

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We are so much so in the last days that people who are not Christians are questioning the sign of the times.  Christians know that these are the last days because of what the bible says will happen.  The news has been shocking ever since 9/11.  It’s been one disaster thing after another.  It’s all been so surreal!!!  It was hard to hear last week that there was yet another school shooting!

My own niece’s school here on Long Island NY was on lockdown last week because for the second time in 2 weeks there was a weapon on campus.  She had to sit on the floor with her teacher and classmates huddled together in her classroom with the door locked.  They could only whisper to each other.  This went on for over an hour until the all clear was given.

Here are a few things that are important to keep in perspective:                     

  1. Don’t fear!!!!!!!! The bible commands us not to be fearful over 300 times.
  2. Keep yourself prayed up and bible studied up.
  3. Use wisdom and use good common sense about your daily activities.
  4. Remember this: Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Psalms 23:4(but also keep in mind all of Psalms 23)
  5. Trust the Lord!! 1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you!!
  6. It’s a time for spreading the gospel and doing our part in this command of God.
  7. There are 3 important things we should remember about God.  The first thing is to remember who God is, the second thing is  that He loves His creations (John 3:11) and the third thing is that He made sure the enemy was defeated!!!! Thank you Jesus!

This is my most important advice to you today.  2 Timothy 4:16  Watch your life and doctrine closely.


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What is sound doctrine?  Sound doctrine is the biblical truth. 

This is my take on this subject.   The bible is the word of God and is to be studied and obeyed by His creations.  In it has everything we need to guide our spiritual and moral consciousness.  We need to stick to the exact way God set this up for us and not be swayed by mans interpretation.  

When you sense that what you’ve heard is different from what you’ve personally read and understood from God’s word… then you need to listen to that still small voice telling you something is not right.  This is your life and you only get one chance at it… so make sure you pay very close attention to who tells you their interpretation of what Gods word says.  (You can even interpret things wrong yourself so do your homework and research…get a commentary and study!)

Without good sound doctrine your spiritual life will be at risk.   You will begin to feel fear and anxiety and things in you life will stop progressing as you had expected.  You could be at risk for getting off track with Gods plan for your life.

So again….

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                   2 Timothy 4:16 16 Watch your life and doctrine closely.

                   1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you


The LORD bless you, and keep you; The LORD make His face shine on you, And be gracious to you; The LORD lift up His countenance on you, And give you peace.!!!!!  (Number 6:24-26 ) 

In Jesus name….Amen




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Could the devil be messin’ with your mind?


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Ephesians 4:23-24 and that you be renewed in the spirit of your mind,  and put on the new self, which in the likeness of God has been created in righteousness and holiness of the truth.…


Romans 12:2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is–his good, pleasing and perfect will.


Is the devil trying to mess with your head?  The answer to the question is yes!!!!  Big time!!!

Why? Because…

  1. He wants to make you just like him.
  2. He wants to keep you separated from God if you are a non Christian and he wants to keep you defeated and sinful if you are a Christian.
  3. He wants to make your life a living hell!!!

Our new life in Jesus Christ  started with our “mind” as per the scriptures above.  We had a big turnaround (renewal) in our mind.  We used to follow after the devil but now… we refuse to submit to his power over our lives. After receiving Jesus as our Lord Savior…We go from being a child of the devil to being a child of God.   Our mind now believes the truth of the gospel of Jesus Christ.  Our heart has softened and we are very remorseful for all the wrong we’ve done.   We’ve made up in our mind to change the direction of our lives.  This is a choice that we’ve freely made.

In that moment of time your mindset has been changed to wanting to be like Jesus.  You want to be holy…you want to serve God…you want to listen and obey the Holy Spirit who tapped into your mind to get you to follow Jesus….but….there is someone else who was the first one to speak to your mind the moment life was breathed into your little embryo body and that was the devil. He had control over you!  He had your mind until you made a conscious decision to accept Jesus Christ.


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2 Timothy 2:26 and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will.  (This is what the devil does with those who are not Christians…Scary I know!  He doesn’t take them physically by the hand…he messes with their ….yup you got it…mind!)

Although he doesn’t own your mind anymore since you repented and now believe in Jesus…it hasn’t stopped him from bugging your mind with improper things. You want to do the right thing all the time but your mind is constantly being bombarded. There is a battle going on in your mind.  That’s the devils job…to destroy you and he influences your very own thoughts.  Forget the demonic being in the bright red suit with the horn and pitch fork…this bad evil being can affect our thinking in a very sly way!

I’m blogging this information to you to give you the heads up to his tricks and to where the real battle is.  Many people are scared to be in a dark spooky room…scared of zombies and the paranormal…but I’m here to tell you to be concerned about what thoughts enter your mind!!!


My simple solution to the battle of your mind is to keep your mind on Jesus Christ….all day and night!  365 day a year!   This means… as much as humanly possible keep thinking Jesus.  Yes you need to work and interact with others.  You do need to enjoy your life and do life activities….but in all you do… be Christ minded and stay prayed up and bible studied up.  Don’t leave any gaps in your mind.  Stay spiritual alert in every area of your life and at all times.  The more that you are…”walking with the Lord”…the less the devil is able to affect your thoughts and behavior.  He is very sneaky, subtle, cunning and very effective in how he can get you to veer off Gods course for your life.


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2 Timothy 1:7   For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.The devil tries to CONVINCE you that wrong is right.  He does this in very sneaky and subtle ways.   When he does this you may not even notice that you are doing something that displeases God.

There is a GREAT THING  God  has done for His children.  He has put the Holy Spirit in us to help us to do right and be like Jesus.  He is in us doing a great job of letting us know when we fall short.  The Holy Spirit will let us know when this life important information…but the problem is… are we listening to Him?

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I’ll put myself out there and tell you one of my problems so you get an idea.  When I shop…I rarely have an ear open to the Holy Spirit. I want to buy what I want to buy like handbags and jewelry.    I have tried to do better over the years but I’m still struggling with shopping.   Also…I struggle with what I know is good to eat.  At one point a few years ago I was 255lbs.  I have lost most of my extra weight but I didn’t listen to the Holy Spirit at all when it came to food and I still struggle with this one.   When the Holy Spirit tries to tell me about this two issues…I ignore Him a lot.  Don’t judge me …I lost over 90lbs and I don’t own a real Louie Vuitton!  God’s still working on me LOL!

Romans 8:5-6 Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace.

This is why we should submit ourselves to the Lord completely.  We should pray, know Gods word, obey God and repent when we sin.  We should have on the whole amour of God as the bible says.  And his is my best advice…we should love Jesus like crazy!!  When you love Him so much you’ll want to please Him in every way.

Things we can do to have a spiritually healthy mind:

  1. We should understand who God is which is understanding the Holiness God. We should be holy because He is holy.
  2. We should not fear the devil.   Because of Jesus the devil has already been defeated and has no power over us but can mess with our mind.
  3. We should not have unconfessed sin in our lives especially unforgivness!
  4. We should spend a good amount of time worshipping God and thanking Him for every blessing we’ve received from Him.
  5. We should remember that the Holy Spirit lives in those who have accepted Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. But we have to keep in touch with the Holy Spirit who lives in us.   We need to listen to Him when He’s trying to speak to our minds to instruct us.
  6. We should have faith!!  The devils arrows he aims at us can be extinguished…thank God!
  7. We should submit ourselves to the Lord completely.
  8. We should keep spiritually clean.
  9. We should love God with all of our heart,mind and soul.   Desire always to please Him.
  10. We should never never never never ever let our guard down for a second. Your mind…your thoughts…your soul is who you are. You are a temple of the Holy Spirit. Don’t let the devil in there!!!

Our minds were renewed when we received Jesus Christ as our Savior…but sometimes we need to recommit ourselves and renew our minds and get ourselves going in the right direction again when we have backsliddened.  The Holy Spirit will let you know when you’re not living a holy life.  If you find you’re off the mark then you know the devil has messed with your mind.   You have entertained his suggestions and allowed him to affect your will.  When you realize this…repent…ask Jesus to forgive you and get yourself into a right place again with God your Father.


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James 4:7 – Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.


Take note on how your mind was tempted so you can try not to go down that road again.


The devil is messin’ with everyone’s head big time!!!!  People are doing the most evil and vilest acts and the world has taken notice of this and is having to comprehend it and deal with it.  Even “Christians” are acting up.  So this blog today is a warning to watch out for your…..mind!  Be very careful about what goes into your mind and in what you think about!  If you saw a demonic spirit running after you…you would defend yourself or try to get away.  But I ask you….what are you doing to defend yourself against these evil demonic spirits trying to attack your mind and that of your children?


The devil can’t kick your butt unless you…let him! He can’t get into your mind unless you… let him!



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Be on guard!…watch out!…be discerning!…be wise!  There is a book that can positively help you 100% with the devil’s battle for control over your mind and that is the Holy Bible.  It’s packed with all the information you need.  There is also a helper that can positively help you 100% to stay on track if you listen to Him and let Him help you….He’s the Holy Spirit.  There is a person who gave His life so that you can have a life of peace of mind and His name is Jesus.
Isaiah 26:3 You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on you: because he trusts in you. (AKJ)


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Ebola, Terrorist and Evil


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Feeling a little scared these days?

Genesis 3:17-21

17 To Adam he said, “Because you listened to your wife and ate fruit from the tree about which I commanded you, ‘You must not eat from it,’

Cursed is the ground because of you; through painful toil you will eat food from it all the days of your life. 18 It will produce thorns and thistles for you, and you will eat the plants of the field. 19 By the sweat of your brow     you will eat your food until you return to the ground, since from it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you will return.”

20 Adam named his wife Eve, because she would become the mother of all the living.

21 The Lord God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothed them. 22 And the Lord God said, “The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil.

2 Corinthians 4:4 Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News. They don’t understand this message about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God.

Evil came into this world one day hundreds of years ago.  There is one man to blame for this Adam…but after him we are all guilty (sinful).  There is one main being to blame for ALL the evil…. Lucifer AKA satan !  Also his helpers the demons. They can get people to do the most vilest things imaginable.  Any form of illness is because of the day Adam ate the fruit and satan became the god of this world and all of our DNA’s became…faulty.

There is only one answer for all of this mess…….JESUS CHRIST….PERIOD!!!

Read my blog  “Why the heck all this suffering”  for understanding …suffering.

(P.S.With all the bad news lately….Don’t fear or stress yourself out.  Those who keep their mind on Jesus will have perfect peace.  Jesus promised this! )

God bless you and have a prayerful day!



Hanging out with my Jesus because I can




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Yes…That’s me hugging this symbolic statue of Jesus praying at the garden of Gethsemane… but I took this photo to make a point on today’s blog. I tell you though I really feel like this…in my heart, mind and soul .



I was listening to R.C.Sproul the other day and he had on his radio program a Muslim who converted to Christianity.  He was explaining that Muslims don’t believe in a god in three persons and they don’t consider god as a father.  They respect their god but they don’t have an intimate relationship him.  Other religions who worship a monotheistic god also don’t have that kind of relationship with their god.

We Christians worship our God who is one God in three distinct persons… who is God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.  Because of God’s unique character…we Christians are able to have the experience of having a very intimate relationship with Him.

I was at a place on Long Island called Our Lady of the Island in Manorville NY where my son took the picture you see at the top of this blog.  My mother in law was Catholic and she took us to visit this beautiful place many years ago and we still visit there today.  The landscape in the summer is unbelievably beautiful and peaceful.  So as we drove around to the different displays there…I wanted to take that picture with the Jesus in the outdoor display.  I know… I know it’s not really Him…but I just felt like I wanted to take that photo so I can….you guessed it… put it on my blog!  So… this is the scripture that I want to focus on:

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John 13:23-25   Now there was leaning on Jesus’ bosom one of his disciples, whom Jesus loved.

24 Simon Peter therefore beckoned to him, that he should ask who it should be of whom he spake.

25 He then lying on Jesus’ breast saith unto him, Lord, who is it?

In this scripture it is believed John the apostle was the one whom Jesus loved because there were other scriptural references to him being the one Jesus was referring to.  Why did Jesus single John out?…I don’t know…but I can tell you that Jesus loves all of us like that!  We can all lean on Jesus like that spiritually by the power of the Holy Spirit.  It’s amazing that our God is so special that He is one God containing 3 distinct persons within Him and we can have a very deep and personal relationship with all three persons.  That God even lets us get that close and personal with Him is a wonder in itself.  That our God adopted us and made us His own children to rule and reign with Him forever is mind blowing!!


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As powerful and mighty as our God is…He allows me to be very personal with Him.  Do we take advantage of that?  I can tell you this about me….I HAVE BEEN ALL OVER GOD since I became a committed Christian!!!  I can’t get enough of Him!  For the first 10 years of my relationship with Him a talked with Him for about8 hour a day every day.  Ask my husband and kids.  I prayed a lot.  I wanted to know everything about Him…God talked back to me…He showed me visions and has shown me so much love.  Why would I not want to throw myself at His feet?

This is the scripture that opened my eyes and caused me to run after God:

1 Corintians 2:10-11 For to us God revealed them through the Spirit; for the Spirit searches all things, even the depths of God. 11For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the spirit of the man which is in him? Even so the thoughts of God no one knows except the Spirit of God.…

When I read that the Holy Spirit knows the deep things of God…I was like…”Holy Spirit tell me as much as this human girl can stand!!!”  I bugged the Holy Spirit so much to tell me what He knew and to help me to speak with my God…and He did!  I knew The Holy Spirit was the wonderful way for me to connect with my God.  I also had to know God’s word so the enemy could not trick me with false visions and words.  I say his because it’s very important and the enemy did try to intervene.

Why would God say He so loved the world and then would not want to communicate with us?  He loves me…He loves you and He wants to talk to us and have a relationship with us!


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I am obsessed with God!!  I’m so in love with Jesus!  I yearn like mad for the presence of the Holy Spirit!!!

Why?  There is a song that Cee Cee Winans sings and these are the words and a link to the song:



Alabaster Box


The room grew still
As she made her way to Jesus
She stumbles through the tears that made her blind
She felt such pain
Some spoke in anger
Heard folks whisper
There’s no place here for her kind
Still on she came
Through the shame that flushed her face
Until at last, she knelt before his feet
And though she spoke no words
Everything she said was heard
As she poured her love for the Master
From her box of alabaster


And I’ve come to pour
My praise on Him
Like oil from Mary’s alabaster box
Don’t be angry if I wash his feet with my tears
And I dry them with my hair
You weren’t there the night He found me
You did not feel what I felt
When he wrapped his love all around me and
You don’t know the cost of the oil
In my alabaster box


I can’t forget the way life used to be
I was a prisoner to the sin that had me bound
And I spent my days
Poured my life without measure
Into a little treasure box
I’d thought I’d found
Until the day when Jesus came to me
And healed my soul
With the wonder of His touch
So now I’m giving back to Him
All the praise He’s worthy of
I’ve been forgiven
And that’s why
I love Him so much


And I’ve come to pour
My praise on Him
Like oil from Mary’s alabaster box
Don’t be angry if I wash his feet with my tears
And I dry them with my hair
You weren’t there the night He found me
You did not feel what I felt
When he wrapped his love all around me and
You don’t know the cost of the oil
In my alabaster box


Jesus has done so much for me but the thing that touches me the most beside the number one thing of my salvation is that… God loves me for me.  I don’t have to try to impress Him.  He just loves me so much and I know and really feel His love for me!  Sometime I just cry out of the blue because of this.  I love my husband and I love my kids and granddaughter…but I’m obsessed with my Father God and He’s just fine with my obsession with Him.   I will be this passionate about God until the day He calls me home to be with Him.  Then my obsession will end and my procession will begin because the groom will meet His bride.

Saints of God…we should feel like David did……..As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God. (Psalms 42:1)

As I stated in the beginning of this blog…other people have monotheistic gods that you can’t have a relationship with…but we have a very unique God that has an unusual characteristic that allows us to interact with Him intimately. How great is that?  How great is He? This is a gift that God has given us…let us open our gift and enjoy Him and worship Him.



Mathew 22:37 ....'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind

Mathew 22:37 ….’Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind

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