Mathew 27: 45-50

45 From noon until three in the afternoon darkness came over all the land. 46 About three in the afternoon Jesus cried out in a loud voice, “Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?” (which means “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”).

47 When some of those standing there heard this, they said, “He’s calling Elijah.”

48 Immediately one of them ran and got a sponge. He filled it with wine vinegar, put it on a staff, and offered it to Jesus to drink. 49 The rest said, “Now leave him alone. Let’s see if Elijah comes to save him.”

50 And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit.



If you have sin in your life and have not accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior God cannot look on you.  He has to turn His back on you.   Because of His holiness He CANNOT look on sin. When you die and you find out that you did not make it to heaven…you might say this:

 God, God, why have you forsaken me?”

And then you might:

Cry out in a loud voice.


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As I was reading the account of Jesus death….I was stuck at the effects of God not being able to look at Jesus Christ as He took our horrible sins on to Himself.  God cannot look on sin.  The results of sin is death and Jesus removed spiritual death from anyone who would turn from their sin and accept Him as their Savior.

He was at His last minutes of life after being tortured for days and hanging on a cross for hours and He should have had no strength to yell because of physically weakened condition….but after He asked God why He had forsaken Him….after God looked away from Him so He could carry our sins….He yelled really loud.  I can’t say for sure but the thought of God turning away would probably make one scream out in sheer agony! WHO WOULD WANT TO BE WITHOUT GOD FOR EVEN A SECOND!!!!!!!!!  Not even Jesus!



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The second after the unsaved die….I know they will scream out in sheer agony when they realize the terror they face forever because they didn’t make the right choice when they had the chance.

This is my true purpose for writing my blog, this is what I pray for and cry before the Lord.  I pray for my unsaved loved ones and friends.  I pray for your loved ones and friends.  If you’ve never accepted Jesus…I pray for you too!

I had cancer….I should be dead….but God spared my life… I could have fun? make a lot of money? party? be a jet setter?….There is nothing wrong with those things in general….but for me….I want the life I have…dedicated to God and my family…..and spending time pleading for souls who need Jesus.

Of all the religions in the world Christianity is the only one who has a God who became a human and died and came back to life with historical evidence to back up the claims.   It’s the only religion that Just the name of our God evokes such anger and hatred.  Why so much resistance?

For me Christianity is very real and I feel that’s why people feel threaten by it.  If there were no power in it… nobody would be giving it a second thought.

So what can be done about convincing people otherwise?  Nothing!  People will think what they want…but…The Holy Spirit Is present on earth and He is the one who will attempt to contact that person’s soul or spirit of the truth of the gospel.  If we…my fellow Christians are available God will use us to reach them.

So…I don’t want my family members or friends or your family members or friends to cry out in agony because they didn’t make the right choice.


Heavenly Father, Give me the wisdom and discernment to know when you want me to share the good news of Jesus Christ with others.  Help me to create unique ways to spread the gospel.  In Jesus name…Amen

To my brothers and sisters in Christ…be encouraged because:

Jude 1:24-25

 To him who is able to keep you from stumbling and to present you before his glorious presence without fault and with great joy— 25 to the only God our Savior be glory, majesty, power and authority, through Jesus Christ our Lord, before all ages, now and forevermore! Amen.


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