What does God look like?

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Isaiah 6:1 In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord, high and exalted, seated on a throne; and the train of his robe filled the temple.

God is a spirit so everything after this statement is what God has allowed me to know about Him as a point of contact and not His actual face to face appearance. The bible says no man will see God and live. Is it important to know what God looks like? No it’s not…it’s important that He is your God and His Son is your Savior. It is good though to have something in your mind to identify with Him. I believe that’s why God gave us many hints of His appearance in the bible.

When I became a committed Christian in 1984 I wanted to know what God looked like and I searched the bible to get a picture in my mind. I read He has hind parts, wings, a shadow, eyes, He can sit and He walks. God knew I was trying to see Him so He helped me in a unique way.

When I first started my prayer times with the Lord I used to have many visions of me in the throne room with Him. He was sitting on the throne and I did two different things when I was in there. The first vision He would let me brush His long hair,I had a special brush and I stood behind the throne and brushed His hair ever so lovingly. It was my way of ministering to Him. I never saw His face and that didn’t matter because I just wanted to be close to Him.

The second thing I would do was to polish the floor around the throne and I only did this in those early years when I felt I had sinned and it wasn’t pleasing to the Lord. He didn’t make me do this I wanted to do it and He allowed me. It was making me aware of my heart before the Lord. I was a baby Christian at the time of these visions. I now know my Fathers voice and He reveals Himself to me on a different level, directly from the Rhema word from the bible hidden my heart and by the power of the Holy Spirit convicting me.

God is so beautiful and you just know that as you interact with Him more and more. His essence and His love and kindness reveals this about Him. God is pure perfection and we in our sinful nature cannot see Him in these human forms (we can contact Him through prayer). But when God calls us home or Jesus comes to take us…….we shall see Him face to face in all of His Glory and splendor. Oh…I can’t wait to see face!

Message for today: Seek His face…..you won’t see Him face to face….but you can get close to Him because of His grace.

The Holy Spirit of God

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Subtitle – My very personal experience with the Holy Spirit of the Living God

Since about 4:00am today I have felt the presence of the Holy Spirit very powerfully and I heard Him say to tell them about me. Everyone knows that God is a triune God and He is three persons: God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Ghost.

There is so much to tell about the Holy Spirit. It could take a very long time to give you all the scriptures and commentaries. This is a blog and I will let the Spirit Guide me in what to share in this brief time we have together. I encourage you to do a bible study on the Holy Spirit, because the more you know about Him the more you will understand who He is and how He can make your life so much better. You will be so much closer to God and grow in your knowledge of Him.

The Holy Spirit is the third person in the trinity. He is a so many things to me. He lives in me, instructs me, comforts me, fills me with God’s presence, teaches me, produces fruit in me, helps me in my weakness, allows me to have spiritual power, tells me of the secret things of God, prays for me when I can’t, Helps me to carry out good and be good, helps me interpret the scriptures, is present in trouble, helps me to have a sound and non fearful mind, gives me spiritual blessings, takes away my thirst for more of God, helps me keep my faith and keeps me faithful, guides me in all truth, and….. He will never leave me!

Am I blessed or what? Do you know Jesus Christ? Then you are very blessed also.

I have an incredible prayer life and I say that NOT to brag only to say what God has done in my life. I have not always been on the mountain top. I’ve had some awesome experiences and revelations with the Lord and it has only been because of God’s Holy Spirit. Early on in my Christian faith I learned this scripture that changed my life:

1 Corinthians 2:10 But God has revealed it to us by his Spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God.

When I read this scripture I said to myself “all righty then!!! I can learn everything about God”. That’s why I went so deep into prayer. I wanted to know everything that I could humanly know about this great and powerful God who let me experience His sanctification and love for me first. To feel clean inside and to have all this love poured into my life was the most awesome feeling I ever had.

I spent hours and hours reading the scriptures to learn about God and then I would pray for up to 8 hours a day and I did this for about 7 years straight. I had God dreams, visions, word of knowledge, I mean everything was at the height of every sense I had about God. I was on the mountain top for so long I built a house there. But I didn’t stay there, I went to the valley after that 7 year time and have gone from mountain top to valley over and over again….but that is another blog.

The Holy Spirit is very very powerful and if it wasn’t for Him revealing the living word of the bible and the heart of God to me I would be nothing…..In today’s terms…I would be a hot mess!

I so love God….I so love Jesus….and I so love…………the HOLY SPIRIT!!!!!

The Holy Spirit and I have been through a lot together. He’s been with me in the good times…laughing with me and putting smiles on my face and He’s been there in the very bad times comforting me in a way no man can do for me. He strengthens me…I even feel Him putting His finger under my eyes and holding back my tears when I need to be strong. And when I fall…I feel Him under my arms pulling me up….so I could stand in the midst of my weakness. I love you Holy Spirit…I love you! Thank you for helping me 24/7 earth time.

Message for today: Let go and let God fill you more with His Spirit. Go deeper in God today!.

Migraine sufferers a Message 4 U

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This is the first time I’m writing this late at night, but someone is suffering with migraines and is feeling overwhelmed.

I know you have suffered for a long long time.  You might ask yourself…who knows about all I’ve gone through?  It’s been like a living hell at times.  Doctors, medication, a little caffeine and still those horrible migraines!!  As you lie quietly with the lights out and you wait for the torture to stop…you might wonder when will you be healed of this affliction.  This is a time to depend on God’s grace every time a migraine comes on.  Don’t be discouraged if your healing hasn’t manifested yet.  Don’t ever lose your hope!!!  The headache that you suffer with is NOT who you are.  You are who God made you to be…His beautiful child.  God will reward you for enduring through your suffering.

I pray that the Lord will heal you and that He will give you peace in Jesus name. You are in a battle and need to know others are praying for you and God has heard your prayers today. If you have surfed in from looking around on the internet… I want you to know it was not a mistake that you found this blog today. God cares about you…yes He does.  Read over some of my many other blogs about suffering.  God bless you brother or sister.  Hang in there!!!

Decisions Decisions… What door is the right answer behind?

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Subtitle – Seeking the wisdom of God

James 1:5 If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.

As I woke up this morning I knew I needed to hear from the Lord about some major decisions I need to make in my life. I feel like I have this big question mark on my forehead. No It’s not the mark of the beast LOL, just a puzzlement of which way should I go.

Way back in the day there was a game show called let’s make a deal and they would have 3 big door with prizes behind them. One had the best prize, one had an OK prize and one had the clunker. The show played off the fact that people have a hard time making decisions.
Being a Christian doesn’t guarantee it will be easy to make decisions, but I can tell you we can make wiser ones.  It’s the motivation behind what we are seeking.  I’ll give you an example:

You need a new car because your car is on its last leg. So you start thinking about what kind of car to get.  Should you get that big $80,000 SUV like your neighbors down the street?  Buzz!!!! Should you go to a car lot and by a cheap car? Buzz!!!!  Should you get that modestly price new Camry prius with the gas saving features? Ding Ding!!!   Wise decision!  What is the godly motivation behind that answer?  The Lord will provide our need and when we ask according to His will things will work out for our good.Now that was easy to figure out but other decisions are not that obvious.

Some decisions will bring you to your knees to pray and you may even have to fast and then……Wait for an answer.  God will guide you if you will bring your request before Him. He loves you and He wants the best for you.

I admit to you I jump ahead of God many times and get myself in all kinds of trouble, then I go to prayer and God says…”why didn’t you come to me first?  I’m like Steve Urkel on TV……did I do that?  Oh the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak saints…..and this is why I say all the time… thank you Jesus for your forgiveness.

Now back to my decision making saga.  I am going to be still and quiet so that I can hear God when he speaks and know when he guides me. I will read His word, Pray and wait. I will look to the hills. I will have my spiritual ears open.

God may give me an obvious answer or a very subtle one but however He does it I need to do my part. Seek His wisdom in the situation.

Psalms 32:8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.

Message for today: Don’t go seeking answers under a rock….Go to the Rock and get a solid answer.

Quote of the Day

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I’m only walking through the valley….there is an entrance and a exit. I’m NOT stuck there!

 

 

 

Being Happy In The Midst of Hard Trials

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It’s 6 am and as soon as I started to seek the Lord I realize I’m feeling happy in my spirit. As singer James Brown says in one of his most famous songs “I feel Good”.  How can this be?  This morning I have a painful sinus infection so I’ll be seeing my doctor today, I suffer daily with many medical conditions and have to take a lot of medication, I’ve had past financial catastrophes that are still hanging over my head,, my mom just passed in February of this year, my car is 14 years old…and on and on…. need I say more.

But despite all this I AM HAPPY!!! Why, how can this be?  I have put my trust in God and He has given me His peace and strength. I live off of His daily mercies and I’m filled with His amazing grace.

My mother in law who is with the Lord now…..Alice Nemley…..suffered with so many physical ailments. She had too many surgeries and hospitalizations to count.  One of her most challenging problems was congestive heart failure.  She would go into cardiac arrest on several occasions and had to be put on life support, but she always survived. I could not believe all she went through. One day I asked her “mom how do you go through all of this and still keep going?” She paused and the handed me a small book. I felt like Dorothy in the wizard of Oz when she was looking for answers.  The name of this book was….Asked for Healing Given Grace by Margaret James. This book is still available, Here’s the link:

Asked for Healing…Given Grace


I was like……I asked you this deep question and you give me this little book. ( I only thought that I didn’t say it out loud)  I glanced through it briefly but didn’t look at it until just a few years ago.
I remember being very sick and thinking that this was just too much for me and that little book turned up while I looking in a draw for something.  I sat down and read that book all in one sitting and cried. What a healing in my heart and spirit man that day.  I have thought  a lot about  my mother in law….Alice Nemley….. and what she bravely went through.   I didn’t know it then that she had given me such a wonderful gift.  I got her message to me after all!
God knew just when I would need that book. He saw it in my future and made sure it turned up just at the right time. To God be all the Glory!
So yes…I’m going through a lot………BUT……..GOD!!!!! I can’t say enough good about Him so I’ll just say BUT GOD.  I want to leave you with some scriptures:

Isaiah 26:3 You will keep him in perfect peace, Whose mind is stayed on You, Because he trusts in You.

 Lamentations 3:22-23    Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. 23 They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.

Psalms 23:4   Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Message for today: You can be happy in your trials….. if you trust God…..read the scriptures…..and pray!
You’ll be smiling in no time!!!

What in hell is going on?

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1 Peter 5:8  Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.

I woke up this morning feeling… I am in a battle!  Well I am and you are too. Although I’m feeling the warfare all around me I know I’m equipped for this battle. I feel the presence of the Holy Spirit, I have the Rhema word hidden in my heart and I know there are angels all around me.   Jesus has already won the battle , He intercedes to God on my behalf and I KNOW God is watching over me!

Our enemy is real and He is the devil AKA satan.  Do you want to know what in Hell is going on? Well the devil is causing a lot of chaos this year 2011. Everywhere you turn you can see his little handy work. The Lord is speaking to me loud and clear not to be intimidated by his tricks and scare tactics. Gods is saying “ Be alert” !!!!!!!!”

If you have not accepted Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior and turned from your wicked ways then you should be scared….very very scared!

If you are a Christian have no fear.  I want to share this true God-dream with you that I had in 1984 the year I accepted Christ. There are just dreams, but this was a God dream of instruction and deliverance for me.

When I became a Christian I started having dreams and visions right away.  I felt God’s presence in a powerful way but I also felt the presence of the devil. In fact I was so scared that I had to wake my husband up to take me to the bathroom at night.  In one of my early God-dreams  I saw myself running from a dog. It was a german shepherd. You see I was chased by a german shepherd when I was a child and was so afraid of any dog.

I kept having these dreams and I finally told a brother in my church that was very wise in the Lord.  I told him how scared I was and He said “don’t be”.  He said the devil does not have power over me and can be defeated by saying the name of Jesus. He told me a story of the devil appearing to Smith Wigglesworth one night and how he rolled over and saw satan sitting on his bed and said” oh it’s just you” and he turned back over and went to sleep. Well that night I was sooo scared that my husband had to escort me to the bathroom. LOL

But soon after I had another dream and of course the devil in the form of a dog was chasing me…but this time I didn’t run…I turned around and said” be gone in the name of Jesus” and in an instant  the dog was gone.
I was never afraid of the devil after that dream. I got the message and the victory!!

So what in hell is going on? You guessed it….the devil and his little cohorts are causing all this mess!!! His efforts are stepping up to destroy people’s lives and to drag as many people to hell that he can get BUT because of JESUS CHRIST he is defeated!!!   You need to be a child of God by accepting Jesus Christ as you personal Lord and Savior, pray and fast. Read your bible and get the word of God in you.  Submit yourself to God and obey Him.

Study this scripture and do it…… in fact… memorize it:

Ephesians 6:10-18   10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

Message for today:  The devil’s got a plan…..but you know the man!!!  
I have a special message today for someone who is reading this.  I don’t know who you are but God does:

Don’t feel defeated…the Lord says to you…”I am with you and have always been. You have been in hard trials lately but I’m right there with you. I have seen those tears and heard the moans, but know this: I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS…you are NOT alone in this. I have dispatched a host of angels just to watch over you. There is a purpose for this battle in your life. I will reveal some things now but many things you will not understand. Wait and be patient dear one. Cheer up and hold on. I have my powerful hand extended to you. I will lead you and I will guide you through this difficulty. You will get the victory! You will see my plan come together. My will will be done! Wait on me!  Wait for me to move. I am revealing myself to you to keep you focused as you await for my blessing. Wait I AM here! I love you so. From the Lord of host….”

 

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Get Your Belief On

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1 John 5: 14-15 This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. 15 And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.

I felt the Holy Spirit searching my heart this morning asking me about how much I believe in God’s word, His promises and my confidence in Him when I pray.  Uh oh…….I’m in trouble now!  Now don’t get me wrong…… I do believe, but sometimes I do doubt or forget the awesome power that God has. Sometimes I even get a little mad and say to myself (definitely not to God) “well He’s gonna do what He’s gonna do anyway.
Many hard trials are a confidence buster for believing what God can do, but this is why we stay in prayer, read and meditate on His word. When we do these things it is a faith booster. Even when we are weak momentarily in these areas God has provided a very unique help for us.

It is His rhema word. (It is a word that signifies the action of utterance- Wikipedia) When we hide God’s word in our heart, the Holy Spirit will get His word that is hidden to us at that moment and put it into our mind and we remember the word and faith stirs up in us and our confidence soars. We then come boldly into His throne room and ask God, believing.

We don’t ask amiss and have a good idea what His will is because we know what He has promised us in His word. We then patiently wait for an answer. We should keep our eyes on Him throughout our trial praying at all times while waiting for that prayer to be answered.

Believe………….Believe……………..believe!!!!!

Remember also how important it is not only to believe but ask in God’s will.

When my kids were little the ice cream truck would ring his bell and when they heard it they really believed I would buy them their desire……Ice cream.  I would love to give them ice cream every time that truck came down our block (which was about 5 times a day LOL), and I did get them ice cream sometimes but I had to use good judgment and know what was best for them and say no. God is like that with us…..He uses good judgment.

Message for today:  Pray to God your wonderful Father………trust His decisions ……..But also… do get your Belief on!

Mark 23:24 ……“Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!”

Oh no Lord!!! Do I really need a makeover?

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Jeremiah 18: 1-4 1 This is the word that came to Jeremiah from the LORD: 2 “Go down to the potter’s house, and there I will give you my message.” 3 So I went down to the potter’s house, and I saw him working at the wheel. 4 But the pot he was shaping from the clay was marred in his hands; so the potter formed it into another pot, shaping it as seemed best to him.

Did you ever see those makeover shows on TV and the person comes out looking like a hot mess and then “woola!” they come back out and they look amazing?  Well God does makeovers like that too.  We can be a spiritual hot mess….but the master has all the right stuff to make us beautiful inside…..a makeover.

God said to me today I need a makeover, a remolding, a renewal, a refreshing, a change and a reshaping. No He was not talking about my full figure self ( well maybe that too) but me as a child of God, who I am as a person…..my attitude, my emotional self, my mind, my behavior, well….all of me. OUCH! I recently read this scripture Psalms 139:23 Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:  I said to myself no way because I know that there are things I don’t want to face about myself and then wait for a trial that the Master will use to fix me.

Even as I write this I feel bad about thinking that way. I have a lot of trials going on in my life right now so I don’t want any extra test and trials….but wait…….these ARE the trials and test that are remolding me!!! ….Whew!  I’m wiping my brow right now! I have told the Lord to change anything He doesn’t like about me in the past during intense prayer.

This is why I need to get into that secret place with the Lord because when I am that deep in His presence I am so much more submissive to His will because I feel His powerful presence ….I’m more aware of my weak flawed flesh. I’m so humbled before my almighty Father. His Holiness is too much for me to even gaze at. God looks at my heart when I’m deep in the spirit of prayer and He finds things and reveals them to me then I confess my sins to Him and Jesus forgives me. He will fix the problems we have through trials and test so you will learn to not do the negative sinful things again. Come on now…. you know how we humans are….let’s be real…I know I’m not the only one. I want to do right things all the time but like it says in the bible…..the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. (Matt.26:41).

I wrote this poem in 1992:

Potter’s Wheel

 

Help! I’m on the potter’s wheel again

It seems to have no beginning

It seems to have no end

Help me to have patience, perseverance, obedience, and trust

If you don’t help me Lord

I feel I will bust

I’m spinning you see, almost out of control

I can see you’ll get the Glory

As my Story unfolds

Your tender mercy, is just what I need

With your amazing Grace

I know I’ll succeed

Message for today:  Don’t jump off the potter’s wheel….hold on……trust the Master’s skills…..Pray for endurance while He works on you!  I can tell you with 100% assurance we will come out PERFECT in the end. Are you ready for your makeover?

Do you have on your good pajamas ?

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1 Thessalonians 4:17 After that,  we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord forever.

As soon as I began to pray today the Lord said to me He is coming back soon!! ….Very soon. We are going to be caught up. I kept hearing that word in my mind “caught up”. I have a charm bracelet with many charms on it and sometimes depending on what I have on it can be tricky wearing my bracelet.  I’ll raise my arm and my blouse will be caught up in the charms and snatch my blouse up with the bracelet in an instant.

That’s how we are going to be caught up with Jesus. First our loved ones who have accepted Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior will be caught up and then all living believers will go. This will happen instantly. Are you ready?..…are your family and friends ready?….. Have you told other people about Jesus so they can be caught up?

Do you have your good pajamas on?  Let me explain this statement. When my children were little I taught them about the rapture and every night before they went to bed I would say: “do you have your good pajamas on because Jesus might come back tonight”. I would try to make them so excited about His return. Of course we know Jesus can come back at anytime day or night, but it was my special thing I did with my kids. Therefore stay alert, because you do not know the day or the hour” (Matt.25:13)

Message for Today:  Don’t get ready….be ready for the Lord’s return.

Remember the story of the 10 virgins  (Matthew 25:1-13)

Note from my heart- There has been much talk lately about the day Jesus will return and the Bible is very very clear that nobody knows.  But God gave us clues in the bible. As a prayer intercessor I sence this and I know there are others out there who feel this too……it will be very soon. There are too many things going on right now on this planet not to figure this out. Truly these times are like a woman in the last stages of labor.  Pray fervently everyday for people to believe in Jesus Christ….time is running out…..I can hear the Lords footsteps…….getting louder, coming closer…..my heart beats hard with anticipation. The bridegroom is coming for His bride. Are you ready……. Do you have your good pajamas on?

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